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05.27.20 | 431 pm i have been struggling a lot the past several days with this scenario. i've written various drafts of things i want to have the courage to say. things like: "I'm too much character to be just a foil in your plot line." but i don't have that courage. i'm not quite ready to let go of the hope, yet. so, i guess i'll keep playing along with this game. it's exhilarating while i'm in the midst of it, but it's leaving me feeling so hollow in the wake of each encounter. like the rejected lyrics scribbled on a diner napkin, crumpled and left to sop up the spilled coffee and very quickly forgotten.
words like thunder raining down outside my window pane |